Wednesday 31 December 2008

Happy New Year

Happy New Year and best wishes for 2009. On another note i would like to express my deepest sympathy to suffering people in Gaza. As one little human being who has conscience, I could not comprehend how the killing of 390 lives including women and children justifies the rocket attacks which as far as I am concerned only killed 4 people after recent ceasefire ended. But still if you read Have Your Say in BBC, people only blaming the Hamas deviating from the real issue here which is the killing of innocent lives. Lacking of historical knowledge about the conflict for that tiny peace of land is overwhelmed among of the westerners. The notion is always that Palestinians are the troublemakers or the terrorists. What about the occupation, oppression and subjugation in their own lands. To them Hamas is the freedom fighter and perceived as terrorist by the West. War for Jerusalem so called Holy Land happened around 1 thousand years ago in the time of Saladin vs. Richard the Lionheart and it still happens today only in different storyline. Maybe we have to wait for another Saladin before peace can be restored. Only time can heal the problem there.

Wednesday 10 December 2008

PAL SHIPPING : Inefficiency at its best

Choosing the right shipping agent is more or less the rite of passage for everyone who is going back for good to Malaysia. I was once been there only that I made a wrong choice. The service was very shambolic and very disappointing. After 4 months of waiting, I only received 2 boxes out of 5 boxes. The sign of inefficiency was very obvious on the day of collection when expected collection at 7 pm was materialized at 1 am. It totally ruined the night because the collector could not give estimated time to arrive of which I can use that massive gap to go out with friends. I thought this unlucky event was one-off and everything will turn out ok after this. Back in Malaysia, I only received 2 boxes. I could not believe how inefficient and inept this so called ‘international’ shipping agent from Malaysia. Maybe I was buying that professional looking website of theirs. That is very superficial, the truth is this company is not worth considering even to send your ‘kuih-muih’ to you next door neighbour. After a long wait not a single call or email telling any news about my 3 other boxes. I was the one who took all the trouble to email and call yet to no avail in solving this issue. Until now not a single word of apology despite the delivery was late by two months. In reflection, I had made the wrong choice and the company is sick. So my Malaysian friends in UK avoid this company at all costs. What a shamble!

Company name: everyone repeat after me please..PAL SHIPPING ‘International’ Ltd.

And last but not least the greatest website of all : http://www.palshipping.com/

Monday 1 December 2008

Monsoon has arrived

It rains.It pours.It never stops.

Saturday 29 November 2008

Life

Pace of life in a small city is relatively slow as compared to the larger ones. On the bright side you always appear relaxed and calm.But the downside is comfort zone which keeps your progress in life or maybe career at the lowest gear. Not good at all for a young graduate like myself. I can only wish for some changes in something for the better.Life is stagnant at the moment.

Saturday 1 November 2008

Week in a glance

1. So much noise about signboard in many languages in Penang and Bumi's NEP equity. This whole stuffs reminded me of Prof Khoo Kay Kim press statement, "Kita harus memujuk bukan menuntut.Menuntut mungkin tak dapat tetapi memujuk lambat laun akan dapat juga".

2. Newsweek on Sarah Palin, "She beat Biden by not imploding.But governing requires knowledge, not mindless populism". Spot on. Something we have to ponder upon in choosing our leaders for the next election in Malaysia.Popularity alone does not prove a person's competency.

3. Minyak turun 15 sen!Thank you.

4. Great recession is looming ahead. Global share prices sharp fall is perceived as the epitome of 1929 Great Depression. Nevertheless politic arena seemed to take the center stage in Malaysia when global economy situation almost caused Iceland goes bankrupt. For the record, Iceland is the 4th most productive country with GDP around 50000 USD. That is the fact of Malaysia, her people more interested in loitering at 'kedai kopi' hoping to solve 'national issues'.What a productive way of living.Then they will get angry when somebody questioned their '30%'


5. Reminder to all overstayed Malaysians in UK to comeback before you are black listed or worse to be deported.New UK VISA regulations are to be enforced starting next year. My student visa expired yesterday but i am home since August. I would love to go back to UK probably to do Master's. We'll see.


6. Have a nice week ahead!

Wednesday 8 October 2008

PM not contesting

As everybody had predicted, he will not contesting for the better. At least national issues will subside and probably it will steer this country to a calmer water. Unless there is certain someone would like to be Mr PM undemocratically. He will always be in history of Malaysia politics. The man who led his party to achieve the best and worst ever result in election since 1969 . I think he is way too honest as compared to his predecessors. He has had tried his best to fight rampant corruptions in politics but so far to no avail. He even exposed skeletons in his own closet. It seems that only in his reign when many corrupted people were exposed and charged.But in terms of Malaysia politics, his move only to expose himself to attacks from oppositions. One can never be 100% clean in politic regardless who you are or which parties you are in. Politic is famously known as the Art of Possible. Put a deep thought and you will get it what it meant.Do not see politic as only BN and PR stuffs. Think about workplace politic, organization politic, or even your Jabatan blablabla politic. So do not come to me and say I will fight for the cause of rakyat or I will change this country for the better. It is not that I am pessimistic about change in Malaysia but I am not easily buying stuffs without thinking. I am not a gullible person. Sometimes we live to choose the lesser of two evils. To me the evils are the power-mongering and hypocrites.

Enough of rambling for today. Selamat berpuase enam kepada yang mahu berpuasa sempena bulan Syawal ni.

Wednesday 1 October 2008

1 Syawal

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin. Marilah kita bermaaf-maafan dengan penuh keikhlasan.Semoga keindahan 1 Syawal ini lebih bermakna untuk kita semua.We always appreciate things when they are gone from our sight.So, appreciate and be grateful of you do have in life.What a feeling i am having now after 3 years not celebrating Hari Raya at home.


1 Syawal 1429H
7.40am

Sunday 28 September 2008

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin to whoever stumbles upon this blog. I would like to keep this blog going though it is quite hard in keeping it up to date. 'Hard' means 'i am lazy' to be precise. I can spend loads of time on the internet in student years. Now life is mostly occupied by other things. No more free time when you can sit and relax only to expect one or two hours of class the next day. Things can be complicated in the early of your career when many things to be learnt in order to climb up the career ladder. You've got to start somewhere that's the fact of life.

On another thing, i am pretty much furious with the traffic jam at my place only to be worsen with the attitude of our drivers. Third class mentality is there regardless of the size of your car and education level. Qualification does not equal to WISDOM. I never respect somebody until he or she shows 'sign' of respect to others.

Thursday 25 September 2008

Dog food

Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata...

Thursday 18 September 2008

16 September

Hanyalah angan2

Wednesday 17 September 2008

UK


Younger brother went to the UK today. A new path for him to continue the legacy..

Wednesday 10 September 2008

Work

Today is the first day at work. All i can say is that you feel a little bit insignificant when surrounded with people who have done the same thing over many years. Experience is the thing i am lacking.

Tuesday 2 September 2008

Kembali

Alhamdulilah sudah sampai di Malaysia 7.30 am pada 31 Ogos 2008.New chapter of life has finally begun.

Monday 18 August 2008

Permatang Pauh

Too much sensations and trivia. But when come to vote ones must decide which one is the best leader to steer the course of their future. Sadly enough i am not into 'herd' mentality for it is now a noble cause to go against the establishment. The establishment who has brought this nation to what it is now. It is moving forward amid crises and discontentment of the people.In slow pace yet it never moved backward.It is still going strong after 50 years of independence. Now everybody is looking for power regardless of political stand. My own stand is to go against 'holier than thou' sort of people whom many of them reside in .......(Fill in the blank). All that went wrong were conspiracies and malicious acts against them. Every government is never perfect. Finding flaw is everybody's business. So what would i vote for if i am a Permatang Pauh resident?. I would say vote for a change as what had been used by PR last time. Vote BN.I had enough of sensations and trivia. Let's move forward.

Tuesday 29 July 2008

Chess

It is originated from Indian and Persian. Not sure which one is first. When we say chess, most people would think of Kasparov. The man who had illustrated the chess world in 80's and 90's with his invincibility. I started to play chess when I was 10 as far as i could remember. However not until 11 before i took up chess as a serious hobby. All because of one book 'Chess for Beginners'. By then i realized chess was more technical and artistic in some way. The book was quite simple to comprehend especially for a 11 years old boy. The only book i relied to win a 3rd place in a district tournament. This won me a ticket to state level tournament.Came out at 21st place.In this tournament i saw somebody who is now International Master and current national no 1 in chess. He was walking in the park rather than playing chess. He is IM Mas Hafizul Hilmi. He has a great potential to be the first Malaysian Grandmaster. But i dont know when. Soon after the tournament i realized that i was too occupied with Chessmaster 5000 game prior to the tournament hoping that i could trained myself with computer. Ignoring the book that inspired me to play chess was a mistake.

Consolidating the fundamentals are the most important in everything we do. Same as chess, i was so anxious back then to try out new openings.Sicilian, Queen's Gambit, French, English you name it. I always remember a phrase in the book, "Look before you leap". Quite a life's lesson really as i read through the book.The result in the state tournament did not hinder me to enjoy chess after that. I rather play with a real person than a computer as interaction with human can be enjoyable as it can be. In secondary school i tried to get active in chess but motivation to get serious was almost next to nothing. For whatever reason, MSSM(Majlis Sukan Sukan Malaysia) had withdrew chess competition since 1998. I am not sure whether they have revived chess in MSSM now.I did go for few tournaments(4 actually).In college not so much, only once. After that chess remained in my closet never revealed itself until recently I bought Chessmaster 9000 for 3 pound. Bargain. Playing with computer is no fun. Awkwardly silent. Staring at the screen for ages to wait for his move would make myself sleepy.Staying focused even for 15 minutes on a task is a tough job when using a computer with INTERNET. Youtube, Emails, YM, News and Blogs are the escapism when a human has no job and commitment. Speaking of chess, it is a mind game which simulates a battle. One has to know when to sacrifice, set decoys, to arrange defence, to plan an attack and of course to predict opponent's moves. Sometimes, subconsciously chess is influential in decision making. Predicting 2-3 steps further, knowing your strong points and sacrificing for long term advantage are the aspects similar to chess game.

One interesting aspect of chess is how mind game is played which overwhelmed the technical aspects of chess. I am fascinated by diversion tactic when you are under attacked.Lets say you are attacked on the right flank, a good chess player will try to defend and try his best to counter at the left flank or centre. This creates diversion hoping to divert his opponent's attention . Speaking of diversion, politicians are good at this. Attacking at every corner you can imagine but one with strong defence and tactic will prevail.

Current polemic as in the news is 'middle-game'. The end game must be interesting as game of diversion is being played. As far as the polemic is concerned, I would predict one with technical evidences would win but it still can end up in stalemate.A stalemate when cry for injustices can be heard everywhere in the country. Because that guy is a 'saint'. I beg to differ!

Playing chess is living your life.Because life is full of tricks and decoys.


'Look before you leap'


Friday 18 July 2008

Update

One day after previous post, somebody has come to fore and change the political journey of that guy in Wiki. Now it looks very brief and decent. No negative points whatsoever. Looks like somebody has heeded my view on Loh Gwo-Burne. Now who is to blame?Probably another conspiracy;).

Anwar vs Shabery

There were two winners in the debate. The first winner was Anwar and the second was not Shabery but the government. Anwar has not lost his touch in the slightest when it comes to debate. Articulation and mastery in language placed him in the different league than Shahbery. Regardless, Shabery must be applauded for his daring endeavour to challenge the former Deputy Prime Minister for a debate on national television. Hopefully, this debate will be the precedence for future debate among politicians. Anwar's thoughts and aspirations championed the people's wish be it plausible or not it does not matter. The remark "Populist" by Shabery on Anwar is also to be something for us to ponder upon. Is it popular to be the oppositions lately? Being opposition, a blogger can become a MP and an underdog could be a tiger any day so long it against the government. Speaking of which, it reminds of Loh Gwo Burne who rose to fame for exposing VK Lingam video. He is currently MP of Kelana Jaya and never expected to be shot to fame to the extent of being MP. His 'prolific' political career can be read here.Shame. Not to discredit him but I think he is happy enough to be what he was before. This is the price of emotional hatred towards the rulers. At the end Kelana Jaya has a very 'competent' MP. Back to the debate =P. Yes Anwar was the winner for his supporters and the government was the winner for its supporters. It all depends on your point of view. Where do you stand is where the basis of your opinion lies.

Daydreaming would make Johnny a lazy guy

Friday 11 July 2008

Graduation

7th July of 2008 was the most cherished day for 05/08 Geomatic students. It was our graduation day.The results came out last week but all is not complete without proper graduation ceremony. The eventful procession was done by one hour.Nothing fancy only shake hands and one thoughtful speech by the Uni Chancellor, Lord Patten. That day was overcast with drizzle intermittently. Nothing much to expect from British weather. Even summer would not help much. Arrived at uni at circa 11.00 with friends Boy and Am. I wish my family was here but the timing was wrong. They already went back last week. Had this graduation a week earlier , i'll be celebrating with my very own family as everybody would wish for. Nonetheless, they had been here to celebrate my degree result which came out on 23rd June. Fair enough. This historic event is not enough to be captured in mind. Definitely somebody needs to capture my pictures with the robe and the hood on. As the question goes 'What are friends for?'. My answer was to capture my pictures on my graduation day. Indeed they were great.This compliment only valid on that day!. The two friends armed with two digital compact relentlessly snapping pictures around. Besides , there were also professional photographers waiting to rip off your money. I finally succumbed to the temptation of having official photographs by those professionals. I spent almost 40 pounds for official photos. Plus another 40 the day after for official t-shirts and tie. Unwittingly bought silk tie.

More or less people were making loads of money on that day. The robe and the hood hire was perplexing 32 pounds. In retrospective, money actually can buy happiness. Of course money cannot buy happiness per se but it will lead us to happiness if we are grateful. In other words, live by our means. 'Make things happen' was the phrase by Lord Patten in his speech during the ceremony. It is quite meaningful and simple to comprehend. People seem to concern more on how to make things happen rather than make it happen. As a whole the graduation day is the ultimate day for every student in uni. No more lectures after this.Hopefully. No exam for a long period. Professional exam would not happen within two years I suppose. As one friend said, 'DONE AND DUSTED'.One another note, Diyana was dying to come here but all she could was wishing me all the best which I appreciated ever so much.

Nik Mohamad Haniff Hanafi
BSc (Hons) Surveying and Mapping
Newcastle '08



Wednesday 2 July 2008

Alhamdulilah


All praises due to God for the 2:1 result in my degree. Come to think of it, sacrifices of many things have been repaid. The value of the sacrifices though nothing compared to other people's sufferings. I may have to endure living far away from home but i am still able to sleep in quite warm and comfy room. I may have to live on scholarship but i am still able to shop for many unnecessary things. Sometimes we are too much into trivial problems when we should be thankful of where we are now. Gratitude is one word for us to hold on. Alhamdulilah. May the future will bring happiness and prosperity to all of us.

Thursday 12 June 2008

Oil hike

The ever increasing oil price is potentially the biggest factor for a reigning government to collapse. This prediction is solely based upon people's response from many places around this globe, particularly from 3rd world countries such as India, Malaysia and Indonesia. Fuelled with income inequality, lack understanding of economy and of course act of bravado against governments will lead to chaos and that sort of thing. The recent price increment with the new subsidization schemes by Malaysian government has left many negative impressions towards the ruling party albeit many measures taken to compensate the effect. In the time of instability there will be a group who rises to advocate 'socialism' and this is obvious with the trends of 'public is first' which undoubtedly the best placebo to cure anxiety of the people. Let’s have 'free water' some say and let’s cut 10% of allowances some say. The other groups say let us take charge and that one guy says let me become the prime minister. Oddly enough socialism is not without greed for power. In short too much politics drive many of us crazy. On the bright side, people now have changed to be more aware of their constitutional rights. But without right guidance, the rights will be abused and driven by emotion and political rhetoric.

We live in capitalist world. Every property is owned either individuals or corporations. The economy is largely decided by market forces namely demand and supply. Demand and supply are two words representing only one entity. They must co-exist without a doubt otherwise there is no such thing as 'market'. As far as oil is concerned, many factors have led its price to soar. Firstly the increase of world demand particular from developing nations such as China and India. Second factor is supply which is influenced by the fact that the oil reserve is diminishing. Extraction of new oil wells are feasible but with a colossal cost. As a a future surveyor myself, the seismic survey for oil exploration itself would cost a fortune and yet the there is not guarantee for oil to be found. That is the risk in oil exploration, though it may be found but it is more than 1000 m below your surveying vessel. The cost of the whole extraction process is not that much probably half a billion. Now we are only talking about setting up an oil rig. Therefore, not many companies would dare to do such investments. Current oil wells around the world are diminishing in numbers but the rate of exploration for new wells is quite slow mainly because of the cost. Apart from that, the unpredictable situation in Middle East more or less has decrease the supply to the world. Other factors are speculation and natural disasters. Oil price increment has been in the spotlight since 2003 and it was one hot topic in my economic class in 2005. We do not want to heed the issue because it has yet to affect us. Now it happens with a rocketing price.

The price is inevitably going to increase. That is the fact. The trend of course in economics term is going to stop when it reaches equilibrium. In other words supply = demand. When? Only god knows. Many countries have badly affected including our beloved Malaysia. If we put things into perspective, is the government solely to be blamed? I do not think so. Yes it is burdening the people and failing the hope of many but how long the government will able to sustain with ever increasing subsidy. 50 years of independence is perceived short span of time to create a great civilization but we have such aspiration to be among the greats. Before 1997, we were called Asian tiger along Singapore, Korea and Taiwan. We were unlucky after that.Asian Economic Crisis. We did survive the test but very slow at regaining our pace as before 1997. Until now we never regained the pace. The economy is not as strong as before. But developments are still there regardless. Thanks to Private Finance Initiative (PFI). Thanks for giving the conveniences to the people in short term but in long term with unpredictable economy, it is a risky business. Politically and economically. As we or some of us know all the 'lebuhraya bertol' are owned by private companies. North-south by PLUS, Lingkaran Tengah by Elite and to be named a few. These companies on the positive side assist the government to develop highways for the people but with something in return. Concession as we would say. They have the right to collect toll for span of time normally until the cost recovered plus with some profits. The government has no power to change the price as it is already inscribed in any PFI contracts. Price of tolls is always an issue. Indeed it is an issue but this is the price of rapid development. Politically, the government becomes unpopular when people have to pay more of what they ready to pay. I remembered when Dr Steve Scott in Professional Practice class said that there is one country which has suffered due to rampant PFI projects. He did not want to disclose but to me Malaysia was 8o% the right answer.Issue of toll is never ending. One of the worst hit PFI projects in UK is Channel Tunnel crossing the English Channel. As Dr Scott said, "Who would be able to predict that now we can fly to Paris with 50 pounds worth of an air ticket?". Well thanks to Easyjet, Jet2com and Ryanair. It was expected then that ground transportations will be the cheapest way to Europe. Who can predict travel with planes is cheaper nowadays. Everyone can fly says AirAsia. Until now the cost of the whole project is not yet recovered. It is one of Seven Wonders of Modern World to say the least but not without $12 billion. The figure could be tripled now considering value of money keep changing in time. Net Present Value (NPV) was the topic that really enlightened me about the change value of money over time. The value of RM 10 last 20 years ago is now RM 100 due to interest rate. It makes wonder with appreciation how Islam tells us not to have interest in the economic systems. Had not interest exist the value of money will be the same.

The government has no absolute control of economy because part of it is controlled by private sectors . We never had been an empire like British who obtained the wealth from its colonies. We improvised what was left. Thanks for nothing to Brits. I would say we progress through well structured debt. That is good practice of economy as if you are taking loan to do a business and payback with the yields. We never had enough cash. We paid the purchase of Su-30 MkM by partly using palm oils. Not cool eh?. That is the fact. Developments do not portray the cash that government has but to show good practice of economy.To portray good cashflow in the economy. Though all is not perfect but at least we never went down beyond repair. Therefore, what do you expect when 1/3 of GNP is used to subsidize the oil. Emphatically, it is very burdening for some people. I still think there are better options to tackle the oil price hike. Peace demonstration is fine with me but how far you could go with it. Yes it is noble to fight for the people but how it can be so noble when it is all political motivated. Not quite my friend.

We walk with crutches is quite the same meaning with we live with subsidy. Yes it is the responsibility of a government to pacify its people. But the disadvantage is that it creates a comfort zone. People tend to be dependent and blaming others for their shortcomings. Face the fact that sooner or later price of everything will go up. Rather than find ways bashing others for no good reasons lets find ways how to survive in looming global recession and inflation. If we are independent financially, i do not think it bothers us much who is in control of the government. Stop moaning and let us be prepared for unpredictable local and global economy. Besides let us be clear about the purpose of living as well. It seems to me we concern much on the financial loss and gain but very little attention on how much knowledge can we obtain in our life. It is good to know and it feels good to be knowledgeable. Accusations, allegations and rumours are at their best now. Knowledge is power enough to parry negative inputs and to sieve unwanted elements. Seek knowledge. Educate ourselves.


Jabir Ibn ‘Abd Allah narrated, the Messenger of Allah (SAAW) said:

“People are of different substances, the best of them in the Jahiliyah (A
state of ignorance), are the best in Islam, if they gain ‘ilm (knowledge).”

(Ahmad Ibn Hanbal)

Saturday 31 May 2008

Another chapter

I have been waiting for this moment since the first day of my uni. Last paper of final year exam. I know from this moment university years will be a distant memory in next months to come. The burden is no more but the indecisiveness in choosing future path is overwhelming. But wise man says worry you not because future is not happened yet. It has been a great ride so far but feeling of incompleteness is always there. I always think that i am not living my life to the fullest potential. So this is just about the right time to change i guess. Btw congratulation to my flatmate (PIEBRO) who passed the exam recently.


This has been on the wall for nearly 2 years. How long am i going to be ignorance?I dont know. Maybe until success is sure=P. Omit the I Love You because it is the separate entity.


Tuesday 20 May 2008

Insanity

Insanity in individuals is something rare - but in groups, parties, nations and epochs, it is the rule. -Friedrich Nietzsche -

The quote above is quite true as we look at the current political situation in Malaysia.INSANITY.


On another note,

This picture reminds me of someone who really wants to go to Disneyland. Hold on there. We will make it together.



Saturday 17 May 2008

The beginning is nearing

Time flies so fast. Now i am at the end of my final year in university. Been contemplating about the best path to choose upon graduation.God willing. But for now, final exam is the main focus. Reflecting back those 3 years, is it worth it to have come so far to get a degree?Definitely yes. But could have done better. This piece of rambling is nothing except to keep this blog up to date. Somebody told me to put a picture in every post. So there you are. A picture. My dream.

Thursday 8 May 2008

Obstacles

Exam is looming yet two course works to be completed and one final presentation to be done. What a ride these coming four weeks will be. Hopefully a fun one. Here is an inspirational poem to psyche you and me up. A classic one.

Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will;
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill;
When the funds are low, and the debts are high;
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh;
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you can never tell how close you are;
It may be near when it seems afar.
So, stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things go wrong that you mustn't quit.

Do not quit!

Tuesday 6 May 2008

Monday

Today is a bank holiday. That is all for today. Thanks.

Sunday 4 May 2008

Friday prayer

The sermon tells us not be indecisive and hesitant. Unfortunately those words describe us well. Two words sometimes are more than enough to reflect our life. We probably hesitate to do good deeds for knowing it is not 'popular'. To gain higher social hierarchy status is doing bads. How 'schoolboy' that is. I would call it 'schoolboy syndrome'. The syndrome for a person to be recognized by acting like a boy in secondary school. Well i am talking from the past experience. Now i am a grown up to certain extent ;]. Enough rambling for today. Adios.

Thursday 17 April 2008

Trip to Stockholm, Sweden

I think i need to post something on this blog.I have been preoccupied with many things lately so this post is just an effort to keep this blog going.

Reminiscing can be soothing sometimes.Looking back in time when the good and the bad were just part of life. An assurance to yourself that current problems are not as bad as the past and happiness is even greater than ever.So for the start, i would like to share a few pics from a trip to Stockholm in 2005.

I really cannot remember the exact date of the trip but I do remember the year. It was in 2006 right after my summer exam. This trip was organised by budak Cardiff consisted of Anep, Wan Shah, Din, Farouk and Aufa. The group was led by Din who did all the planning and bookings. Being a first year student, I was not expecting much of travelling outside the UK when the heart was always thinking of home. It started from series of invitation by Anep to join them to Stockholm. It was a big question mark, why Stockholm? The answer from them was not many Malaysian have been there and probably it was novelty in term of location for many Malaysian students. Not being fussy, I duly accepted the invitation. It was all about seizing opportunity. I don’t think I would get the same chance let alone being the only guy from the Mara College Banting to be in Newcastle. Getting yourself to as many Europe countries as you can is one of the main agenda in the life of a Malaysian student. I might be wrong but that is what most students brag about. I know sometimes things can be inappropriate in different perspective considering amount of spending for entertainment and leisure which is quite a lot. But many of us do not realise that the money come from the taxpayers. Sometimes students can be too pampered. The complacency leads to ignorance and ultimately nothing is gained in your study years in overseas.A mere degree certificate. That is a reminder to myself and probably to you.Now I just digressed from the main topic. Back to the main thing: Here are a few pictures from the trip.








Thursday 3 April 2008

Jihad?!..Fitna??

"The only conqueror is God"


Muslim nowadays has become one entity to be reckoned with. But the attention and concern is all not in goodwill but brimming with fear and hatred. The incidents for the past 10 years and so have created new political terrains in many countries particularly in those significantly affected countries like the USA, UK and Spain. The sentiments of anti-Islam are so conspicuous yet sometimes they exist in subtle way for us to grasp. On the other side of the world, the Muslims are calling for unity to fight evils (understandably the USA and allies). The message of hatred is prevalent in the religion overwhelming the message of peace, prosperity and unity. The religion is itself has become the platform for inciting hatred and even advocating inconceivable deeds so long it is in the name of GOD.

As a Muslim myself, I think we have gone downhill since the collapse of the last Islamic Empire in Spain. It is all down to our mistake not being able to learn from the past of how Islam had spread all over the world and how it had failed to sustain. I believe that our intention is not collective as the past which set us in different league from them. The spread of Islam is first and foremost to spread peace and to guide people to the right path. However, the amount time spent for akhirat(hereafter) rewards did not hinder them to reach the peak of civilization. The invention of many things would lead us to think that there would be no renaissance in Europe if it was not for Muslim empire in Spain. The chemistry, astronomy, mathematic, physics, architectures and many more prospered and cherished in their time. Many intellectuals like Ibnu Rushd(Aveross), Al-Biruni, Al-Battani(Albatenius), Al-khwarizmi, Jabir Ibnu Hayyan (Geber) were born and became the pioneer in their fields. Do we still not see how this religion can inspire human beings to achieve victory in the world and hereafter? I think, many of us would see this but unable to put this into practice. All we see is the jihad without knowing the essence of it.

The misconception of Jihad is inundating in the Muslim world. The first thing that would strike us probably is that jihad is to pick up our weapon and fight the tyranny and evilness. This notion then leads us to unnecessary hatred and blind judgement to other people. The spirit of Jihad is undeniable the source of strength when the Muslims can be brought together to work for common goals. Though I can explain what actually jihad is but I stand corrected for maybe I am deviating a bit from the general consensus of many of us. The jihad itself is derived from Arabic meaning “struggle” and “strive”. The call for jihad is heard almost in every Muslim walk of life since the birth of the religion. Unfortunately, it is used to justify the killing of innocent people. The event such as New York 9/11, London 7/7 and Madrid bombing would not help us in the slightest to regain our strength and reputation. Yes, it is true that our brothers and sisters have been oppressed in many regions but aggression is not the main answer to all these tests from God. Islam forbids any aggression let alone killing a helpless innocent people.

"Fight in the way of God against those who fight against you, but begin not hostilities. Lo! God loves not aggressors." (2:190).

This verse is the proof that aggression is never inculcated in this religion and even at war, Muslims soldiers has to follow strict codes and ethics.

The Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) said: "Do not kill women or children or non-combatants and do not kill old people or religious people (referring to people in any religion). Do not cut down fruit-bearing trees and do not poison the wells of your enemies."

This is enough for us to believe this religion is always searching for peacefulness all along. However, the damages had been done and it is our turn to win the confidence of the people towards Islam. This could be done by doing ‘jihad’. One of my religious teacher said everything is jihad as long as you are doing it for the sake of the religion. That is the JIHAD we are looking for and should be held high in our life. The jihad to improve our standard of living, to gain higher education, to improve our economy and to find cure for diseases are the ‘struggle’ that we can do for the sake of the religion. It may sound worldly to some but ultimately the Muslims would prosper and become advance in many aspects be it military or even farming. This is the idealism that we should ‘strive’ for rather than getting carried away emotionally. Let us be calm and let the Quran and Hadith be our guidance. Sometimes, it is hard for us to bear the negative portrayal of the Muslims in media but patient is the key to become a true Muslim. I may not at all a pious person but I love this religion as I always have the feeling that I am going to be safe in this world and hereafter with this peaceful religion.

I do not need to go far from my country to show the effect of disunity among Muslims. The existence of political parties disbanded the Muslims into a few different groups. Then slandering is thriving in the community. Even at times people cannot congregate to pray for having different views. Some may dub themselves as last line of defence of Islam but who they are defending against ironically are the Muslims as well. Amid confusion to find the righteous, I do respect for those who are sincere in their struggle to put Islam above anything else. However, the ‘struggle’ will not succeed if we still view the religion in a small picture. Indeed the religion is syumul or complete that covers all aspects of life. If we regard this in our endeavour maybe another rise of Islam is no more a dream.

In short, this piece of writing reflects my view on jihad and its misconception. It is my intention to remind myself about the importance of unity and patient in our life. We have to work hard because this beautiful religion is always misunderstood. This reminded me of a lecture that I did not attend, Islam: The Misunderstood Religion.

Jihad = struggle = strive

Tuesday 18 March 2008

PRU 12

The setback suffered by BN is a blessing for the party. The complacency after 50 years in power has finally banished and everybody seems to be apprehensive of what the future lies ahead for the party. The relevance of BN existence is deemed questionable by the many. Many have regarded that the election debacle is not solely down to the influence of the oppositions but inability of the current government to appease the demand of the people. In a nutshell, a government's popularity comes from a satisfied majority. Unfortunately, the majority voice remain unheeded and the oppositions are the only hope for them. As a result, 5 states are in their control. I believe the BN is still relevant and only that a major reform has to take place to replace current way of governing. Indeed, Malaysia has been a better country since 50 years ago but the blessings are not equally shared among the people. There is still people who lives on RM300 per month when the other side of the country people is having RM300 per meal.

In my perspective, the inequality remains a great issue in this country to say the least.The impact of inequality is colossal in term of winning the hearts and minds of the people. With all mega projects, the government aspires to see more employments, increase in FDI and ultimately to boost the economy of the country. To certain extent, this approach is no longer relevant when poverty is still in existence in this country. It is now the time when the government has to start to eradicate poverty completely in this country. Although it may sound ideal but this is what we should strive for in many years to come.

Standard of living most of the times reflects the standard of education of a family. With this notion in mind, by reducing poverty we could create more educated people in this country. Living in poverty would reduce the chances to get better education as tuition fees and books would cost a fortune for them. At the end of the day, they are trapped in the vicious circle. Son of a hawker would be forever a hawker. Not to condescend anybody but this is what we have to admit and address before we can be proud of the tallest tower,the longest bridge and what not. On another note, an educated person is not easily susceptible to baseless statements and tasteless slandering. Therefore, everybody has to work hard to win people's confidence and of course their votes. Now the democracy is at its best in Malaysia.It is a hard work and it should be that way all the time. Hopefully Malaysia will be a better country in next five years.

Saturday 15 March 2008

Hi there

This is the first post after a long time contemplating to start a blog of my own. I aspire to update this blog regularly and try to make it as simple as possible. It will be a platform for me to share ideas and thoughts that encompass whole range of things in the universe. Regardless how blunt and bad taste a thought is, it is just my two cents for the people to appreciate the freedom of speech so long i do not go beyond my very own line.Not your line. Thereby, my line will be subjected to any change at any time and place. Freedom of speech is but an ILLUSION.